Aggghhh.... What a week... *sigh*
Hello fellow earthlings..... how do you do....
Kinda my first blog i ever composed... i don't really know what to write or how to start it... I don't even know if anyone is going to read this blog of mine...
1. Is it for me to express my feelings?
2. Is it for me to share something about myself to the whole wide world?
3. Is it for me to share something i discovered or i know to everyone??
Can anyone please answer me......!!!!
Hmmm..... okay... lemme give it a shot...
++++++++++[Last week of July 2005]++++++++++
This week has been kinda boring to me. I don't know, it's like a bad week for me.. Felt like I am cursed. Hahahaha... Not really.. i don't know... Just that felt bad over the week... felt nothing is special this week...
Started off the week full of sh*t... damn it... Work is boring... People around me is boring... Life sucks.... Hate to admit it but it does... Don't know how to express it...Maybe its that time when PMS strikes...
Let me share with you something about myself... I am not easily satisfied with something.. anything, in fact... and to make it worse... My heart is no longer here (in the company that i am working, that is)... It's like a flock of bird has flown south.... Sometimes i felt bored over work, over my colleagues... over some one those pretentious friends.... I don't know... maybe it's me... maybe it's my friend...I just can't figure it out....
A dear and good friend of mine once said, maybe those people around me are something dissapointing... she said that i am not like them... I don't play aruound too much.. I am matured as compared to them...(well.. some of 'em are... hate to say it.. but they are somehow like a 13 years old trapped in a 25 years old body)... Maybe it's true... I put to much expectations into them... well.. don't blame me.. Better act SMART than being a SMART-ASS....
Oh well.. that is life huh... Live and Learn.. I always believe in that.....
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p/s : I always tell myself... if i think i am in trouble... there are people in deeper shits than me.. and i am lucky... i have people who have always supported me.. pull me back on the ground...
Kinda my first blog i ever composed... i don't really know what to write or how to start it... I don't even know if anyone is going to read this blog of mine...
1. Is it for me to express my feelings?
2. Is it for me to share something about myself to the whole wide world?
3. Is it for me to share something i discovered or i know to everyone??
Can anyone please answer me......!!!!
Hmmm..... okay... lemme give it a shot...
++++++++++[Last week of July 2005]++++++++++
This week has been kinda boring to me. I don't know, it's like a bad week for me.. Felt like I am cursed. Hahahaha... Not really.. i don't know... Just that felt bad over the week... felt nothing is special this week...
Started off the week full of sh*t... damn it... Work is boring... People around me is boring... Life sucks.... Hate to admit it but it does... Don't know how to express it...Maybe its that time when PMS strikes...
Let me share with you something about myself... I am not easily satisfied with something.. anything, in fact... and to make it worse... My heart is no longer here (in the company that i am working, that is)... It's like a flock of bird has flown south.... Sometimes i felt bored over work, over my colleagues... over some one those pretentious friends.... I don't know... maybe it's me... maybe it's my friend...I just can't figure it out....
A dear and good friend of mine once said, maybe those people around me are something dissapointing... she said that i am not like them... I don't play aruound too much.. I am matured as compared to them...(well.. some of 'em are... hate to say it.. but they are somehow like a 13 years old trapped in a 25 years old body)... Maybe it's true... I put to much expectations into them... well.. don't blame me.. Better act SMART than being a SMART-ASS....
Oh well.. that is life huh... Live and Learn.. I always believe in that.....
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
p/s : I always tell myself... if i think i am in trouble... there are people in deeper shits than me.. and i am lucky... i have people who have always supported me.. pull me back on the ground...
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